Finally ran again today. It helped get my mind off of some stressful bullshit currently happening at school with fellow students in leadership positions who don’t know how to do anything. Also with narcissistic teachers who are obsessed with power trips, and are more concerned about their egos than their students. Yeah, 3 more weeks. I can’t fucking wait. High school is a load of shit, unfortunately things don’t change much after. I’ll just be able to cut out people from my life easier then. I just want to go to CSULB already, cuddle with my lover, and surround myself with only trustworthy good people. If I’ve learned anything these last 4 years it’s that allowing negative people in your life is a sign of self disrespect. Take care of yourself, cut all the bad piece of shit people out.
So again if I wasn’t clear, to those of you who are not in my life anymore up until now, I only have this to say to you: FUCK YOU. Your absence is a blessing. Thank you for showing me the bad the ugly the lies the cowardly, so that I can appreciate the good the genuine the true and the brave. And fuck you again. You weren’t worth my energy, time, or emotions the first time around. Then you showed me you weren’t worth any of this ever.I can finally let it all go.
"My Dears… Happiness consists of being able to tell the truth without hurting anyone."
Solipsist by Henry Rollins
Published 1998 by 2.13.61
I really really want to start a blog to just vent my sexual frustrations and wants on there. They’ve been off the fucking charts lately, it’s like every day there’s a new one. I can’t post that stuff here, too many people know me.